Depressed

The pain is where the heart lays..
Can't stand to see,  to hear or Even to widening your mouth to fake a smile...

It hurts like it never did,  crushing every thing inside..

Seeing the weak me now make me feel discussed, 
I'm no body to see..
Know nothing..
Pretended person..
Nothing accomplished..
Don't know what I really wants..

All it takes for me to fuck it up is one single meeting..
With nothing to be proud of..
What to give is more less to what to take and want..

I can't see myself Anywhere , just dreams to laugh at and Pray someday they will be true..
The me right now is not good enough,  and there's no enough to be good..

Have to admit being straight forward,  no bullshit is what I want to be But,  I won't gain it with my low self confidence..

To active that I need,
No apologies
No regrets 

Only then I can pull it off and be who I wanna be forever.

Ιυκα.

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