This brood feeling I have is making me more depressed...
The loneliness, emptiness and the urge to be dead..
It's pulling me deep, It seems that I failed to grasp the end of this hard road..
Maybe it's normal but, in my mind it a evil feeling I can't get red off..
The will, the desire to change is there..
But why I can't bring myself to do so is a stupid weakness of mine..
Wanting to be a person, a life I draw for my self....... but on the other hand seeing the me, the life that is disgusting , ugly and have no way to move forward.
The loneliness, emptiness and the urge to be dead..
It's pulling me deep, It seems that I failed to grasp the end of this hard road..
Maybe it's normal but, in my mind it a evil feeling I can't get red off..
The will, the desire to change is there..
But why I can't bring myself to do so is a stupid weakness of mine..
Wanting to be a person, a life I draw for my self....... but on the other hand seeing the me, the life that is disgusting , ugly and have no way to move forward.
soon it will be the end of me. If I didn't do something.
I need the willing of that same day I get up on my feet and felt a little bit bitter.
I need the willing of that same day I get up on my feet and felt a little bit bitter.
Ιυκα.
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