I Hate myself this way...
Why can I just do it..
It's easier and it's not a problem...
It's not something needs a super human power..
Finding an excuse after another, then regretting seeing the reflection of myself so much...
Feeling depressed day after day just from my lack of Confidence...
What the hell wrong with this laziness, it's not like this is the first time...
I did it once and I succeeded big time...
What's wrong, the feeling of being paralyzed...
No body will see, it's not the same..
Shaking just from hearing simple words...
Shelling myself like this won't take to the person I want to be...
The perfect image that I want and drew every single detail I won't reach it if I keep up like this..
I need to move on, and start that energy all over again..
The energy that made a crack in the shell once, this time I'll make destroy it once and for all.
Ιυκα
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