A cicada's shell only hatches on winter....
" I want you to forgive me for having always placed all the blame on you.
I felt like I would fall apart if I didn't do so, and I was unable to tell you my true feelings.
When we first met, you never lay a hand on anyone even when you were angry, never hit anybody.
I was disgusted with myself for having changed you.
I should have done this long ago....
The reason I was unable to choose death until now was my own weakness...
I know that living on would only be a burden to you, but I lacked the courage to end it.
I'm sorry...."
crying in pain...
Tears running over like a hot water...
Screaming and moaning with agony...
Feeling like I've lost everything...
" I hope you understand my foolish love for you, which made me always wish to stay longer, just a little bit longer,at your side..
But now, I do not regret that the time I was able to spend with you has ended, though it lasted only a short while...
Because even in this age of winter, the time that I spent with you was not a lie.
if it weren't this age, then we might have had a longer time together, be together, without being captive to our social status and surroundings. "
Sobbing...
Until that day comes, I wish I could sleep as this cicada dose.......
Until an age like that comes, we can be just like this cicada...
And Sleep.......
XOXO
luka
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