It's suffocating to be around them, they think that I didn't notice that I'm just an extra to them..
They don't care if I'm around or not, maybe there being nice 'cause I'm the best friend of there friend.
Why do I have to lower my standards for them, or behave the way they want.
Me unable to control a fear that has been cycling me for year is not my fault.
I feel like a wallet tossed there to just satisfied their hunger, It hurts a lot to always put that Happy stupid smiling face and hug them like I don't care ,ready to help them and putting the in front of being the pure goody good girl....
They don't care if I'm around or not, maybe there being nice 'cause I'm the best friend of there friend.
Why do I have to lower my standards for them, or behave the way they want.
Me unable to control a fear that has been cycling me for year is not my fault.
I feel like a wallet tossed there to just satisfied their hunger, It hurts a lot to always put that Happy stupid smiling face and hug them like I don't care ,ready to help them and putting the in front of being the pure goody good girl....
I'm pure, But what they don't know that I'm devilry pure, evil and I'll stick and engrave my self deeper and deeper until I crush them all.
Ιυκα.♥
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