fear

The mirror has reflected everything over again, eyes were everywhere watching, a dark circle was drown....
The feeling of my stomach being inside out, and my lungs unable to take an air, my body shaking and a shadow is rising....
Vomiting the memory of that day until my eyes couldn't predict a sigh anymore , tearing blood...
A dark side of me I thought I've forgotten everything about it but,.... ..looks like I didn't or should I say I didn't even try to fix it that why it returned harder than ever.....
A weak point I throw away and locked my heart and promised I would never show it to anyone until the day I die. It's my fault for not remembering my own words that I swear.... Looks like the fear has become worse by the days I didn't pay attention and waited for the right moment to strike like a lighting...
I'm still not ready to face it yet so, I'll just hide it again with the same lock as before until my heart can take it. Until then I'll keep smiling and pray inside that it will never strike again, not powerless, not with the same power, and hopefully not more powerful.
Then it will be the dead ending **

Ιυκα.♥

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