That day when I first known what it means to be loved….
He told me I was great for him…
That I'm good…
That he would love to be with someone like me…
That I'm the best candidate if he had too…
That I'm beautiful…
It caught me off guard…
I was surprised…
An indirect “ I love you “...
I don't know…
I'm not sure…
We didn't felt like keeping it weird…
We played it off…
I was thinking and dreaming over… Will it ever be true… And in that obnoxious moment… It bounded… Like never before… They say the best love is what comes after friendship… But apparently the best love is the one that you're not even aware of… Until your heart tills you… And all your mind standard crumbles… Just like that with no further warning… My motions what does it mean to him… Will my actions reach him or does he think of it in the same way… Will he know that my words are for him… Will he do what I wish for just to see me before I go… I'm not sure… The first time I felt this good was because of you… I LOVE YOU TOO… Can you hear it… When we avert our eyes… or when you pretend to be jealous… I wanna scream it but, I'll wait… The fear that my mind and heart are just playing is killing me… That it will all turn into an illusion… Just a glimpse of fiction… That I'll lose you… I don't want that… Not even for one second… Your words and actions are misleading… And it scares me… My heart will be broken… But again, I'll wait… Till the day we meet again… Laugh again… Talk again… Smile again… I'll wait forever… I'll always thinks of you... I'd rather close my heart than lose you… I'd rather see you smile at me than hate me… No matter how many times I shed a tear… I'll wait… I'll wait till the day you're ready… And I'll wish you happiness… No matter how far you go away… I promise I'll never let you down… Forever and ever my love. ----------------- It hurts, every time I see you my heart feels pain… Bounding like crazy nervous, I'm afraid… I still can't read your actions… What you want nor what you feel… Setting next to you, I can't calm down… I wanna touch you, Kiss you, feel your heat… Secretly searching for your smell… Can you feel it… What I'm going through is all because of that moment… Not that I blame you… I love you… But I'm hurting, so deeply hurting… I cry, I wish, but I'll wait… This feeling may never see the light… But I think my urge to love you made me weaker… To allow you to monopolize me liked this… I've truly weakened my heart and let you under the wired wall I've built my entire life… Years passed by and never anybody could break in… But somehow you came from nowhere… I'll still love you no matter what you do… But again I'll wait… I'll wave goodbye to this love… what will be the cause for it… Me, you, the world… But, No matter I'll smile… Because you love that smiling friend in me… ----------------- I promised you not to be wired, but I disappointed you… I remembered the pain in my heart and choked up all the words… I couldn't even play it off… My voice trembled… I couldn't let it out… I'm sorry but, I just can't help loving you… I can see the nervousness in both our eyes… When we avert it slowly… When we can't talk unless it's behind a screen… I tremble over and over… And this pain won't be gone till I feel the warmth of your embrace… I love you deeply, fully and painfully… ----------------- The glimpsing eyes… Will you ever thinks of me the same way… I turn to see if you're behind me… Want you to see me the best… The prettiest… The coolest… But, my nervousness won't fade away… Just now looking at you turning around from me, it's predictable but I still want you to stare…. To who I am… To what I really look like… The things that you're missing… The things that you'll have… Again and again… I love you… But I can't shake the feeling of fear and loneliness… Will it ever happen … Was it all true… Is it gonna be an illusion… Is my heart really aware that this could all be a mere thought… And nothing of it is true… I'll be crushed… To the point of no return… But, I'll wait… For a day… The day that I can tell you with no regrets… I love you… -----------------
Today I've known that your heart belong to someone else….
I'm not surprised I'm not hurting as much I thought it would be…
I'm sure this love will bare but as the friend we always were and much stronger...
Because now I can face you with a smile…
And a closed heart…
I won't act jealous for you…
I won't show you my weak side…
It's The best feeling I've ever had…
I love you for giving me these few months of confidante feelings…
Because I'll rise after this better than I ever was, and I was the best before…
Thank you my love
A God ordered relationship is never rushed...
It's patient that love may be awakened at the right hour.
I was thinking and dreaming over… Will it ever be true… And in that obnoxious moment… It bounded… Like never before… They say the best love is what comes after friendship… But apparently the best love is the one that you're not even aware of… Until your heart tills you… And all your mind standard crumbles… Just like that with no further warning… My motions what does it mean to him… Will my actions reach him or does he think of it in the same way… Will he know that my words are for him… Will he do what I wish for just to see me before I go… I'm not sure… The first time I felt this good was because of you… I LOVE YOU TOO… Can you hear it… When we avert our eyes… or when you pretend to be jealous… I wanna scream it but, I'll wait… The fear that my mind and heart are just playing is killing me… That it will all turn into an illusion… Just a glimpse of fiction… That I'll lose you… I don't want that… Not even for one second… Your words and actions are misleading… And it scares me… My heart will be broken… But again, I'll wait… Till the day we meet again… Laugh again… Talk again… Smile again… I'll wait forever… I'll always thinks of you... I'd rather close my heart than lose you… I'd rather see you smile at me than hate me… No matter how many times I shed a tear… I'll wait… I'll wait till the day you're ready… And I'll wish you happiness… No matter how far you go away… I promise I'll never let you down… Forever and ever my love. ----------------- It hurts, every time I see you my heart feels pain… Bounding like crazy nervous, I'm afraid… I still can't read your actions… What you want nor what you feel… Setting next to you, I can't calm down… I wanna touch you, Kiss you, feel your heat… Secretly searching for your smell… Can you feel it… What I'm going through is all because of that moment… Not that I blame you… I love you… But I'm hurting, so deeply hurting… I cry, I wish, but I'll wait… This feeling may never see the light… But I think my urge to love you made me weaker… To allow you to monopolize me liked this… I've truly weakened my heart and let you under the wired wall I've built my entire life… Years passed by and never anybody could break in… But somehow you came from nowhere… I'll still love you no matter what you do… But again I'll wait… I'll wave goodbye to this love… what will be the cause for it… Me, you, the world… But, No matter I'll smile… Because you love that smiling friend in me… ----------------- I promised you not to be wired, but I disappointed you… I remembered the pain in my heart and choked up all the words… I couldn't even play it off… My voice trembled… I couldn't let it out… I'm sorry but, I just can't help loving you… I can see the nervousness in both our eyes… When we avert it slowly… When we can't talk unless it's behind a screen… I tremble over and over… And this pain won't be gone till I feel the warmth of your embrace… I love you deeply, fully and painfully… ----------------- The glimpsing eyes… Will you ever thinks of me the same way… I turn to see if you're behind me… Want you to see me the best… The prettiest… The coolest… But, my nervousness won't fade away… Just now looking at you turning around from me, it's predictable but I still want you to stare…. To who I am… To what I really look like… The things that you're missing… The things that you'll have… Again and again… I love you… But I can't shake the feeling of fear and loneliness… Will it ever happen … Was it all true… Is it gonna be an illusion… Is my heart really aware that this could all be a mere thought… And nothing of it is true… I'll be crushed… To the point of no return… But, I'll wait… For a day… The day that I can tell you with no regrets… I love you… -----------------
A God ordered relationship is never rushed...
It's patient that love may be awakened at the right hour.
XOXO
luka
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