An Aura to kill

I hate them...
The just can't enjoy life..
They always pretend infront of people that they're nice and perfect...
But the truth is that you won't know them until you experience the hell I'm living in....
They order you to do something they them self didn't do and they won't do it ever...
They're selfish..
I just can't take it any more..
I'm tired of taking there problems inside my mind and heart , its disturbing... 
I want to throw this shity life away...

I can't just sit there and take it everyday..
I'll build a door or even a window to free me ...
I'll creat the future that I have always wanted and get rid of this idiot past that didn't bring me but sarrow...
If I don't do something soon the devil inside me will be awaken..
And I won't be responsible for what will happen to them...
please GOD. RELEASE ME SOON,  I'M TIRED.

Ιυκα.