I just had a break down...
All the talks and happy thoughts just exploded ...
Throwing all that positivity at my face...
I saw myself uglier than ever...
Like a big bag full of disgusting thing...
I lied to myself that I tried and believed it..
But the truth is that I did nothing but fantasies...
Over and over I keep hurting, hating and causing myself mesery...
It's no use...
All that time was a fine bitter dream...
Woke me up with slapping doors.
XOXO
Ιυκα
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