COLD LOVE DESPAIR

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Just like on christmas day...

The snow kept falling ... and falling...

So cold, so cold...

So lonely...

I wanted to go home but I didn't have anyplace to go home to...

I was going to disappear...

Warm hands...

The first kiss I've ever been given...

The Feeling of coming to love someone...

But,  I can’t go back anymore.

Although there's no way I could come to hate you...

For a long time...

For a long time until now...

How many times did I think " Why do only I have to suffer this pain ? "

Loneliness...

Despair...

Betrayal...

Crying and crying...

Now for sure to think that I was the unluckiest person in the world...

I was an idiot.

But, definitely it has all been for the sake of this moment...

To be in these hands.

The precious...

The most precious...

The most precious someone......

If possible I want us to be together...

Please don't let me leave him behind or get left behind by him.

Please......

I've cried,

I've laughed,

Had scary thoughts,

And just a little painful memories, too.

XOXO

luka​​